Thursday, May 5, 2011
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
I met the CNM
First, this was hanging up in the exam room. I'm not saying it means anything, but I do like to find little possible signs :)
I had my appt at the new OBGYN office this morning. The CNM I met with seems nice and her background is exactly what I'm looking for. One of the best parts is that she worked at a hospital that is VERY Vbac friendly. I'm on the fence on if I want one, but I definately want it to be my choice.
My pap went great. I should have the results in two weeks.
I asked her about going back on Me*for*in and she agreed to 1000mg dose for the next couple of months. I will start taking that tonight. *joy joy* Anyone who has been on it knows what I mean. She also wrote me a script for zpac. I've had some kind of head funk for a few weeks and I'm pretty tired of it.
Now it's onto the big appt. I'm so nervous about meeting this new dr. eek.
My pap went great. I should have the results in two weeks.
I asked her about going back on Me*for*in and she agreed to 1000mg dose for the next couple of months. I will start taking that tonight. *joy joy* Anyone who has been on it knows what I mean. She also wrote me a script for zpac. I've had some kind of head funk for a few weeks and I'm pretty tired of it.
Now it's onto the big appt. I'm so nervous about meeting this new dr. eek.
Monday, May 2, 2011
I should be in bed...
It's 10pm and I should be in bed, but I'm here instead. Tomorrow morning I will go in for my not-so-yearly yearly pap and talk to the cnm about possibly re-starting Met*or*in. I don't think I need it. My sugars look great, but it can't hurt to talk to her about them on the off chance they are some kind of miracle baby making cure.
The real appointment that has me petrified is the one on Thursday. The IF center appointment. I feel like I'm heading in for a life or death interview. For some reason I feel like I'm going to have to justify my life and my choices because I'm single. What if they turn me away because I'm overweight? I'm always scared of that one...Logically, I've been through this appt before and no one ever commented on my weight and I weigh less now than I did the last time I was seen. The only real comfort I've been able to find over this is that I know at least a part of them does this for the money and I could very well look like a $ to them. If that's the case I think I'd be okay with it. I'd much rather have to deal with that then someone who likes to play God when choosing who they will treat based on "old fashioned" standards.
Okay, I'm off to bed now.
The real appointment that has me petrified is the one on Thursday. The IF center appointment. I feel like I'm heading in for a life or death interview. For some reason I feel like I'm going to have to justify my life and my choices because I'm single. What if they turn me away because I'm overweight? I'm always scared of that one...Logically, I've been through this appt before and no one ever commented on my weight and I weigh less now than I did the last time I was seen. The only real comfort I've been able to find over this is that I know at least a part of them does this for the money and I could very well look like a $ to them. If that's the case I think I'd be okay with it. I'd much rather have to deal with that then someone who likes to play God when choosing who they will treat based on "old fashioned" standards.
Okay, I'm off to bed now.
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